What was my breaking point? My rock bottom? My final straw? Was it crashing my car? No. Going to jail? Nope. Being on probation? Definitely not. I drank more than I ever did while on probation...and I was underage. Going to the hospital due to a drunken head injury wasn't it either. And when I had plans... Continue Reading →
being introverted in an extrovert’s world
Despite popular belief...I'm a total introvert. I don't know if I was always this way or if I just ended up being this way as I got older, but at this point in my life, I will admit that I am not naturally outgoing in the slightest. Being friendly yet anti-social is my personality in a... Continue Reading →
my not-so-fun 24th
My 24th birthday just passed in July, and instead of going bar-hopping like I would any other Saturday night, I wanted to spend the weekend camping. I had never gone camping, and it seemed like a great alternative to just sitting at a bar getting hammered. I genuinely told both my boyfriend and myself beforehand... Continue Reading →
where i’m at now
Wow. My last post was almost two years ago. So much has changed since then, but some things have stayed the same. One thing is for sure: You can't move away from your demons, a relationship (even with your dream man) won't solve all your problems, and the people around you aren't 100% to blame... Continue Reading →
dear self
I'm sorry about complaining about working when I'm blessed enough to even have a good job where I make enough to support myself AND have fun. I have the kind of job I've always wanted, so I'm sorry for whining about having to go to work. I'm sorry for not treating you properly. Sometimes, I... Continue Reading →